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When you hear your own parent come out of your mouth

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A mother stands by the table just after a sharp word, catching herself, as her young son sits subdued by a spilled cup.
When you hear your own parent come out of your mouth — and it didn’t sound like you.

The short version, first

Three things are true about the reaction you wish you hadn't had:

  1. It usually wasn't the spilled drink or the slammed door that set you off. It was the story your brain told you, in half a second, about what that meant — "he's doing this on purpose," "she never listens," "I can't do this."
  2. When your tank is low, that story runs harsher and meaner — and it arrives faster than the part of you that would have caught it. Same child, same spill, different story, because of the state you were in.
  3. The reaction you swore you'd never have isn't who you are. For a lot of us it's a worn path — sometimes one we walked as kids. And worn paths can be left. That's not a hope. It's one of the better-supported things we know.

That's the short version. Here's what's underneath it.

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